i want to update something here…but currently not in a mood. everytime i want to express something, the hurting memory appears, straining my mind and obsolating my mood. i have a lot of things running in my mind, that am willing to share in this blog. but somehow i cant get it here. huhu.
the hurt is still painful. no matter how many time i faced it. no matter how many time i tried to get used to it. the pain is still the same.
when will i find somebody to cure this pain? everyone i met, added another drop of poison to my pain. each time i thought i have found ‘the one’, it turns out to be ‘the one who hurts most’. maybe there aint’ ‘the one’ for me? Wallahua’lam.
Say, [O Muhammad], "If you should love Allah, then follow me, [so] Allah will love you and forgive you your sins. And Allah is Forgiving and Merciful." [3:31]